Paris Hilton says her sex tape with former boyfriend Rick Saloman ruined her image which was released it in 2004. "It's really hurtful, because my whole life I really looked up to Princess Diana, all these elegant, amazing women, and I feel like (Salomon) just took that all away from me," Hilton stated. "I could have been like that, but because of that tape, I will always be judged and thought of as whatever they say about me because of a private moment between my boyfriend and me. I wish I had never met him. That is actually the one regret in my life. I wish that I had never met that guy. I could not leave my house for months. I was so depressed, humiliated. I didn't want to be seen in public," Paris added. Also read: Aishwarya Rai Bachchan gets candid about her Hollywood career