Actor Sushant Singh Rajput's suicide has put the film and TV world in shock. The serial Navya fame actress Saumya Seth has now revealed that she had also been exposed to suicide on her mind, while she wanted to commit suicide but could not do it. Sharing her long post, Somya told "she never thought that she would keep this thing in front of the world. She hopes that his experience can save someone else's life." Somya wrote in her post- "In the past, I used to think of suicide in my mind for a few months." "I was hiding these thoughts behind my lovely smile. I used to attend events. I used to talk to everyone with a smile and laugh. But as people went to their homes, I used to find ways to kill myself. I was very disappointed with my life. I saw myself in the mirror and could not believe that it was me. There were marks on my hands and face. My head was hurting. The life inside me was dead. I was breathing but it was of no use. I felt that everyone has left me, no one loves me. But I did not commit suicide. I could not. I had to live I was forced to live. I was pregnant." "If only I were, I would probably end my life. I was angry about the fact that nobody knows the truth. Today, those who have committed suicide will probably be strong like me, you and Sushant. Pratyusha Banerjee a successful career, a good family can also make people hostile. Somya has appealed to the people who think about suicide. Please you should know that you are going to love those who will listen to you. If it does not work, then look at yourself in the mirror and think how magnificent you are, and enjoy all the happiness. Be Strong and Inspire Others." Madhuri Dixit gets emotional on Sushant's performance on Jhalak Dikhhla Jaa stage Ankita Lokhande said this after breakup with Sushant Singh Rajput Ankita Lokhande did this after Sushant's death