The rape star Yo Yo Honey Singh has been back after almost 2 years of disappearance and the singer revealed why he went disappear and what he had done in that 2 years. 33 years old singer mysteriously invisible from the public life in 2014 and rumors spread that he is in the rehab where he was reportedly visited by musician Jassi. However, Jassi denied.

Meanwhile, Honey return with the hit 90’s songs ‘Dheere Dheere’ with the bang and just day ago Honey Singh told the news agency “very soon I’ll give an interview where I’ll give the entire story about what happened with me. that’s important phase of my life”.

Hirdesh Singh who is known as Honey Singh told media that “The last 18 months were the darkest phase of my life, and I wasn't in a state to talk to anyone. I know there were rumours that I was in rehab, but I was in my Noida house throughout. The truth is I was suffering from bipolar disorder. It went on for 18 months, during which I changed four doctors, the medication wasn't working on me and crazy things were happening. I must confess that I was bipolar and an alcoholic, which aggravated the condition."

At one point, I thought I would live in this darkness forever. I had cut myself off from everyone. I didn't come out of my room, forget stepping out of the house. I had a beard and I didn't get a haircut for months. For someone who has performed in front of a crowd of 20,000, I was scared of facing 4-5 people. That's what bipolar disorder does to you” singer said in an interview.

When ‘lungi dance’ singer asked about the fall out with Shahrukh Khan he said “He said, "Nothing like that ever happened. During my low phase, a lot of people visited my place, including Bhushanji (Bhushan Kumar of T-Series). I got calls from Shah Rukh bhai, too. Recently, I met him at a show and we were chatting about films and music. He is amazing, he's not just a great actor, but also a superb personality."

So, what Honey Singh did in that blank space of his life?

He told “In that phase, I wrote 50-60 poems. They are like khuli shayari, so I can't make them into songs. One night when I couldn't sleep in spite of popping sleeping pills, I wrote and composed a song called Rise and Shine, after seeing my mom break down. She is the only reason I am here today.”

Soon singer Honey Singh will be seen as an actor in the Punjabi film Zorawar.