Kolkata: The ruling TMC returned in the assembly elections held in West Bengal and Mamata Banerjee has once again become the CM of the state. Meanwhile, former MLA Sonali Guha, who left the TMC and joined the BJP at the time of elections, has written a letter to Mamata Banerje where the former MLA has written in the letter that 'Just as the fish cannot stay without water, I will not be able to live without you, Didi.' Now it seems that she regrets joining the BJP. Former MLA Sonali Guha said to CM Mamata Banerjee that "I am sorry to you that I left the TMC party. Sister, if you don't forgive me, I will die. Please allow me to return to the party, so that I can spend the rest of my life biting you in affection. In the letter, she also wrote that I am writing with a broken heart that I had made a wrong decision to join another party after getting emotional." Where it is learned that Sonali has been a 4-time MLA. Sonali was said to be close to CM Mamata Banerjee. But, before the West Bengal assembly elections, she left the TMC party and joined the BJP. This time Sonali could not get Sonali a ticket. Due to this, Sonali, expressing her displeasure, broke away from TMC and joined BJP. Though Sonali did not contest the election, she had said that she would work to strengthen the BJP's organization. According to the information received, former MLA Sonali Guha has said that joining the BJP was my wrong decision. I realize it now. I always felt unwanted in BJP. BJP tried to use me and asked me to defame Mamata didi. But I could not do that. The former MLA said that she is ready to meet CM Mamata to rejoin the TMC. Apart from this, she has said that I will try to meet Chief Minister Mamata Banerjee personally. Also Read UAE healthcare group rush to the rescue of Kerala nurses stranded due to coronavirus job scam Tamil Nadu government imposed strict lockdown in state till May 31 Corona as well as black fungus wreak havoc in Rajasthan, lockdown may be extended till May 31