Irrfan already sensed death, sends emotional letter from London

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Apr 29 2020 03:37 PM
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Kisi Ne Keh Diya To Kya Tum Nahi Ho Duniya Mei, Ae- Farishein Hamari To Har Dua Me Keval Tum Ho'

Irrfan Khan, who has become the heartbeat of crores of hearts with his unique performance, has now said goodbye to the world. Irrfan, who has traveled a great journey in the industry, will say goodbye to the world so soon, no one had thought about it. He knew that his death was going to come, he understood that he is no longer a part of anything. There was a time when Irrfan felt that the pain is greater than God. As soon as Irrfan came to know about his illness, he understood that now he does not have many more days but he never gave up. His spirits were so strong that he considered it necessary to fight this war and he fought till the last moment.

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When Irrfan came to know about his illness, he started treatment. When he was undergoing treatment in Britain in the year 2018, he wrote a soulful letter which is so poignant that it will drench the eyes of every human being. He shared this letter with film critic and journalist Ajay Brahmatmaj, which was originally published on Newslaundry.

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The letter was like this - Irrfan wrote, "My belief in doing this work became the absolute truth. After that I felt that faith permeated every cell of mine. Only time will tell whether it stays or not ... Right now this is what I feel. A few months ago I suddenly came to know that I was suffering from neuroendocrine cancer, the first time I heard this word. After searching, I found that there has not been much research on this word, because it is the name of a rare physical condition and because of this there is more uncertainty about its treatment. So far in my journey I was walking at a fast pace… I had my plans, aspirations, dreams and destination with me. I was getting absorbed in them that suddenly TC tapped on the back, 'Your station is coming, please get down.' palms up. Neither my station has not arrived yet... Got the answer, 'Have to get down at any of the next stops. Your destination has come 'suddenly you realize that you are flowing like a lid (cork) on unexpected waves in the unknown ocean… for the misconception of overcoming the waves. Fearing this, I tell my son - in this situation today I want only this much. I do not want to live this mental state in a state of panic, fear, disgrace. In any case I want my feet, on which I can stand and live in neutral condition."

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This was my intention, my intention was…

"After a few weeks I was admitted to a hospital. It hurts so much. It was known that there would be pain, but such pain… now the intensity of the pain is being understood… nothing is working. No consolation and no consolation. The whole work was reduced to that moment of pain… the pain felt bigger and bigger than God.

The hospital that I am admitted to, also has a balcony… The view outside is visible. Coma Ward is right above me. On one side of the road is my hospital and on the other side is Lord's Stadium. There is a smiling poster of Vivian Richards. Mecca of my childhood dreams, I did not realize at first sight upon seeing it… as if the world was never mine."

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I am in pain.

And then one day I realized… as if I am not part of something that claims to be certain… neither hospital nor stadium. What was left in me was actually the effect of world's immense power and wisdom… My hospital was to be there. The mind said… only uncertainty is certain. This realization prepared me for dedication and trust… no matter what the result may be, where it will take me, after eight months from today, or after four months from today… or two years… the anxiety was bypassed and then dissolved It started happening and then the calculation of living and dying came out of my mind.

For the first time I realized the word 'freedom' in the true sense! A feeling of accomplishment. My belief in doing this work became the absolute truth. After that I felt that that belief penetrated every cell of mine. Only time will tell whether it stays… I am feeling the same at the moment. People of the whole world are praying for me to be healthy in this journey. Are praying All those I know and those who do not know are praying for me from different places and time zones. I feel that their prayers have come together, becoming a great force… a rapid life stream, entering me from my spine and sprouting from the skull above the head. It sprouts and becomes a bud, sometimes a leaf, sometimes a branch and sometimes a branch… I look at them happily. Every twig, every leaf, every flower stems from the collective prayer of the people, shows me a new world. Realizes that there is not necessarily control of the lid (cork) on the waves. Like you are swinging in the cradle of nature!

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After reading this letter, it is realized that Irrfan had lived all the aspects of his life that he wanted to live and he knew that his death was going to happen soon. He was not bothered about the result but instead removed all his worries from his mind, he was living every moment with happiness. He brought tears of tears to the whole world on the go. What is his importance, it is telling the tears of every person today.